a family who supports my decisions
the gospel
strong friends
good job opportunities
education
a loving, caring & VERY understanding husband
.... yet somehow I feel so lost ... let me explain
I have been in school for 3 years... 2 classes away from finishing my GE's.. and I don't want to.
I have NO IDEA what I want to major in.. what I want to do for the rest of my life...
NO IDEA
It's very frustrating. Here are some of my crazy ideas... some not so crazy.
- Real Estate
- Vet Tech (no $$ but very rewarding)
- Communications (not sure what I would do with this)
- Nursing?? (Everyone's doing it)
In reality, what I would love to do is start a non-profit animal rescue. Like I have said previously I am volunteering for a Golden Retriever Rescue and it breaks my heart when I have to do shelter visits.. and have to say "sorry, you're not a golden.." too ALL of the dogs.. this happens about every visit and once in a blue moon I get to pull one from the shelter. I want to make a difference in animals lives. Some say it's silly... but I can't explain how drawn I am to this.
Anyways, my husband puts up with my antics and for that I feel blessed. I just wish I could find a balance between 'nutty dog lady' and a career bound woman.
Sorry to rant... and if anyone understand what I'm going through.... ADVICE PLEASE?!?!?!
